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Craig's mature form is right-brained, left-handed and dominant
in language and art. It has a
well-developed neo-cortex allowing him to enjoy deep and
satisfying relationships with family, friends,
partners and the world in general, intellectually, physically
and spiritually. It has near photographic
vision-memory, useful in learning new languages and remembering
data.
Craig also has synesthesia, and
frequently smells colors, feels aromas or sees fractal geometry
in ocean waves.
Craig's host body has a Gaelic / Celtic ancestral genetic heritage and is
subject to temporary imbalances in serotonin
levels and requires periodic supplements of n-3 linolenic and
linoleic acids and other blood
cholesterol adjustors. It has a medium frame, a great design for
the compact inflexibility of early 21st century travel by
surface or air.
Craig only eats plants and things that grow in the Terran
deepwater oceans.
Craig's host body has a same-sex orientation that has grown to
maturity from a polymorphous sexuality. Craig is currently in a
same-sex state-registered monogamous domestic partnership since
1989 with Mexican herbalist
Alberto Vazquez.
Craig developed quickly, realizing at an early age that he was
more than the sum all the things I've
described so far. Yet, when he had learned enough about all the
various cultural and social
institutions and supernatural beliefs built around popular
creation myths, he began to reject them one
by one. He actively sought out teachers and counsel that would
resonate with his coagulating
philosophy. Sometimes this search has taken him to the four
corners of the world.
Craig has always sought out direct contact and experience with
other seekers .
Craig experiments with his life. Some of it has led to
dead-ends.
Some of it still resonates and shapes his reality.
Craig thinks that that Time is not really a continuum. Craig
thinks It is only one aspect of reality that
exists in an relativity-paradigm of stacked events and bubbles
of separate moments, all of it
happening or occurring at the same time.
Craig believes that everything in the universe flickers on and
off in a subatomic world of probabilities
and blinking neutrons.
Craig believes he is already "dead" and on the other side,
"watching" the paradigm unfold while "living" multiple lives in the Continuum simultaneously.
Craig does not believe he is a human being having a spiritual
experience. Craig believes he is a spiritual being having a
human experience.
Craig thinks all of this is true, yet all of this is false. And
that all of this is a complicated, nuanced
paradox that is both true and not true.
Craig believes he has an unknown purpose in existence. He
believes he is probably supposed to try
to find a way to rise above the distracting noise and monkey
mind of incarnation and become a tool
for a Higher Purpose. What that higher purpose might be, has not
ever been revealed satisfactorily to
him nor can he recall any specific details from previous
experiences.
He hopes that it had something to do with planting flowers and
painting landscapes and having a
sense of compassion, remorse, forgiveness and humor. But he has
not been able to confirm this.
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Things I wonder about
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Glass wormtubes on Mars -
Mars Surveyor Image MO400291 |
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Why people leave the lights on
thoughtlessly |
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Anomalous primates/cryptids |
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